I’m such a girl sometimes it makes me sick

I feel all weepy and over dramatic and wishy washy and sentimental and depressed and .... smushy. Can I invent a new word? Come on ladies, you (at least most of you) know how it feels. The only cure is to do one of the following: Watch stupid movies that make you cry happy and sad tears at the same time. Listen to stupid music that does the same thing. Fantasize about past relationships and imagine how things could be different (note- I am totally happily married and this in no way is an undermining of that, it is just fun sometimes to think about). Get out a journal and hash out everything you feel and think. I'm sure others have different methods.
Why oh why am I feeling this way? I blame this blog. It fully immersed me back into the feelings from way way way past relationships and the beginnings of my relationship with Whit and how addicting all those feelings are. The heartache and confusion and hope that make up new love.
How lame am I? Very pathetic, right? .........I hate being a girl sometimes.